Why!!? He's Hurt because of me

i made a hugh mistake today. I knw, i cri masalah, but i cant help it. Its really hurts me much. its been along time, mcm aku nda nangis time sembahyng. Its not my turn x, for god to answer my call probably because of my sins x ;( . I'M really SORRY! ur hurt because of my stupid, silly mistake! ... cant help it, cant stop crying..maybe i shud bwa sembahyang..God always be wf sesiapa sja yg byk bersabar.